If ever I say goodbye
to buy time
to bring (maybe?) closure
know that I thought of you.
Maybe I never saw your eyes move
but your thoughts I did.
Know that I meant no harm
and only meant to escape myself
Carry no guilt, please, please
This poem’s ended up as a plead
I just needed to write something to stop my body’s shaking, stop this ridiculous anxiousness. Please go away. Publishing, it’s like asking for help but I know there’s not much anybody can do. I’ll be ok.