I did an ECT consultation on Wednesday. Of course I am a candidate, though with labs and a check with a neurologist about my twitching and tremors. They would recommend I continue some (ineffective?) medication or another.
I wandered around the neighborhood looking for a log for a little primitive bench I want to make.
Someone dumped an easy chair behind my compost.
My niece turned five, also on Wednesday.
Mostly, though, I am trying hard to care despite the sickening emptiness.
I was reading through my dad’s sort of workbook/journal trying to find a password to an account of mine, and he mentioned everybody’s birthday except mine. Just a meaningless oversight, maybe, but still….
I don’t know what else, man. I’m sorry that half of my posts are like this.