I chopped up a log for another attempt at clog making today. In about 7 hours they will knock me unconscious and electrocute my brain again. So far (to no one’s surprise) I feel no positive effect. However, I do feel different than before: like–so far at least–a decreased sex drive, not that that makes a difference to anybody else right now … also a general feeling of blandness. I have the sensation of being in a hotel room with its generic look and smells. For a couple days after I experienced a sore back and neck and probably slept way in excess of the anesthetic’s effects. The doctor does not expect results until the 3rd or 4th treatment.


2 thoughts on “Random

  1. MyHomeIsWriting

    I hope it does eventually start to help. I had that period of time in-between where you’re waiting for something that you believe will make a difference. In those moments I feel the craziest. Waiting is what made me the paranoid mess I am today. I was always waiting for the other shoe to drop, and whether it did or not was irrelevant, because during the in-between time I lost my mind. Sorry this had like nothing to do with what you posted.


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